Lately I've been thinking a lot about who I can ask to be my maid of honour. (I'm only really having one because my partner is probably having two best men!!) The wedding is a year and a half away but I'm a worrier and an over thinker so it's on my mind right now!
I know it's an awful thing to say but I'm starting to realise there is only a handful of people I truly 100% trust. That includes my family and a few friends. I'm not sure if that says more about me or them. I want a maid of honor that will be with me on the day and be happy for me and make me feel at ease and I really don't want to have to be worrying about her bitching about my dress or my hair the moment my back is turned. Maybe its just from the experiences I've had but so many girls are like that, including myself sometimes. Part of me thinks I should choose the one that will kick up the most fuss if she isn't my MOH, just to keep the peace- but that doesn't mean she is my best friend or the one I really want by my side.
Anyway, for now I will put it out of my mind and get excited about the other stuff and the fact that I'm marrying the one I feel safest and happiest with.
(realise that there are bigger and more important things going on right now but I wanted to get these thoughts out of my head!)
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